Look forward for my latest update on my social medias; catch me thru >>> http://facebook.com/pingkankenda - http://twitter.com/ping_kenda - http://instagram.com/ping_kenda - http://youtube.com/pingkankenda - EMAIL me @ pingkanputrikenda@yahoo.com
About Me
- Pingkan Putri Kenda
- Hey! Its Pingkan Putri Kenda here. My fingers cant stop writing or typing when I think about something. Im not go to sleep easier, a hour for thinking time before sleep. I liked to read books and hearing a story, every kind of story. But mostly about war or history. I wont take your time any longer to read my introduction, so start to scroll down the website and ENJOY! cheers, XX.
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
The Truth Hurts
Someone just told me he love me today. Its bad I cant say I love him too. He is kind, very kind. Everytime I need someone, he is also the one I can count on.
BUT
You can help with who you falling in love with, right?
Today, we went to watch movie and as I promise him, I will answer him directly. I didnt expect that he would ask me to watch movie. So, we were on the theater and when I start talking, he was like "this movie is really cool, the plot, the story".
Then, im braving my self to directly talk to him. I said "Youre really kind to me, I maybe would love you so much but not this time. Im sorry, I cant."
He was surprised, I thought he think that when I say I will answer him directly, it means I will say "Yes, I love you too."
He added "We can make a new start. Maybe you cant love me for awhile but as the time goes by, you can love me like the way I do", then I replied "I aint that type of girl, I cant love someone, like truly love him, if we start relationship, i have to truly love him at the beginning."
5 minutes later, he said that he have an appointment with someone so he should go. I know he was upset and disappointed.
I am really sorry for broke his heart and never meant it but it is better to say the truth even it hurts you so bad.
He texted me, "I know you in love with someone else and I know him."
But after I told him the truth, we still be friends even there are something missing.
BUT
You can help with who you falling in love with, right?
Today, we went to watch movie and as I promise him, I will answer him directly. I didnt expect that he would ask me to watch movie. So, we were on the theater and when I start talking, he was like "this movie is really cool, the plot, the story".
Then, im braving my self to directly talk to him. I said "Youre really kind to me, I maybe would love you so much but not this time. Im sorry, I cant."
He was surprised, I thought he think that when I say I will answer him directly, it means I will say "Yes, I love you too."
He added "We can make a new start. Maybe you cant love me for awhile but as the time goes by, you can love me like the way I do", then I replied "I aint that type of girl, I cant love someone, like truly love him, if we start relationship, i have to truly love him at the beginning."
5 minutes later, he said that he have an appointment with someone so he should go. I know he was upset and disappointed.
I am really sorry for broke his heart and never meant it but it is better to say the truth even it hurts you so bad.
He texted me, "I know you in love with someone else and I know him."
But after I told him the truth, we still be friends even there are something missing.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)