Looking for the Future

Its been a long time since last time I wrote in my blog and when I see the archive I am very surprise and said “its been 3 months?” I realized that I am really extremely busy nowadays. Im in senior year, its will be so much hard to face this whole year, but I think that sometime I have to spend time to relaxing myself. Cause I don’t want to stressed out till get frustrated. I have to take to refresh my mind, go hang out, chilling, and do the fun things that can make me feel more easy to face this senior year.

For my future plan (hahaha) I will go to college, take the international relation in diplomatic. And I will leave my home to catch my ambition or much people called dream. First thing first, I want to be a pilot since I was kid, and it never change till senior high school, but at the second grade on senior high school I use glasses, and it hurt me cause pilot should not use glasses. So I don’t have any plan to my college, I want take an international job. Second, I don’t want to take a job at government or civil servant, I interest with politic but when I see my dad being a civil servant its kinda we have to pretend for something when we join to politic. Third, my dad really want his child to be like him then he said to me that “how bout diplomat?” ive been thinking of it for a half years and I think its an good idea, I love it.

Im gonna have my college test at second day of December, pray for me. I wish I can pass this test well, I really want it and I will be work hard, study hard and also pray hard for it, I will do my best to catch it.

SIAPA LAGI?!

Emang kadang apa yang kita dapat ga seperti apa yang kita ingin, cuman satu hal yang harus diketahui Tuhan tau apa yang kita butuh. Seseorang boleh aja ga puas dengan apa yang punya, tapi cobalah bersyukur. Jangan pernah liat ke atas karena itu hanya bisa membuat kita lebih tidak puas dan semakin meninginkan sesuatu padahal sebenarnya itu ak perlu buat kehidupan kita.

Sebenanrya kepuasan menurut pandangan aku sih yaitu cuman kepuasan rohani dan jasmani. Rohaninya ya tentang iman kita, gimana cara iman kita bertumbuh dan berkemban. Untuk kepuasan jasmani buat aku simple aja, selama kebutuhan sehari-hari terpenuhi kenapa harus merasa gak puas tempat tinggal, makanan, pakaian, dan pendidikan itu udah lebih dari cukup kok.

Common, hidup itu ga perlu mewah. Ngapain bersaing dengan kekayaan. Mending kalo kita swemua punya berkat lebih kita sumbangin ke orang yang lebih butuh, masih banyak orang lebih membutuhkan disbandingkan kita. Hitung-hitung buat nabung pahala di akhirat nanti. Makanya mulai sekarang berhenti memikirkan untuk memperkaya diri sendiri dan mulailah memberi untuk orang lain, kalo bukan kita yag memberi siapa lagi??

omg!!! its ME

ORANGE SEN-SESSION

Just take a photoshoot with my friends and lets see how it look,:

check our preparation here...

lets start from behind the scene!!!!

AND THE RESULT IS ...................................

LIVE OUR LIFE

I’ve been think about something better for myself that I think I never ever made it, but when it took a long time to think, have a relaxing time and then refreshing my mind then I prayed to God, suddenly everything seems clear and I know how to face it. God gimme a way out but not a short cut.

Life must go on. Life just like when we on the stage. Look forward and wishing the best we et soon. Don’t look behind your past what you did (good or wrong) make the past is a motivation for your future.

I ever once feel so stupid (dumb exactly) because I just stop running because I had an awesome 2 years with someone and always think about him, wasting my time just for make myself tired with all the stuff. But when I realize that it’s really over and I waking up myself and see the brighter day with people around me I have a new experience and it’s more fun.

You guys should moving on and look forward. People in our past maybe staring in front of our life BUT everything is up to us, lets make it easy and still make it usual. Cause on day, we’ll get the most best person for our life.

Let’s start the new day with a new spirit, hope, and also new target for life. What we live for? A simple question that means big if you can answer. Sometimes we just dunno why we life and live, we dunnow what we wanna do, and how long we gonna live. There are a lot of people that wasting their time just for having a useless thing. But for people who are mature enough, they will use their time for a good thing that can make some good result for life. Live your life!