I was a little girl that finally turns out to a high school girl. Nothing much change in me. Still small, pretty, cute like an elementary kiddo, short and still aint like to talk with strangers.
Some part of me are very happy because my classmate mostly my friends at elementary school and junior high school. We were like "please dont introduce yourself" but its just for formality. Just a little from my friends that came by different city (outside Manado). I liked to make friends. I have a lot of friends but none of them I called "close-friend". Im a little bit difficult to get closer with people. The problem is not on them but its on me. Im a kind a person that hard to handle and hard to get. I can be a quite person but a minute later I can be so annoying. Trust me, its ease to hate me rather than love me. I act weird in front of people. Somehow, I can laugh with them but at the same time I can give them a straight face. Sometimes I think Im bipolar, but thank You my Lord Jesus, I am not.
Im difficult to get closer with a boy. It is because if I like you, I wouldnt be the same. I mean, maybe you see me laughing but with the one I love, I can be so stiff and barely breath if you around. I have no lover till' now. Its not because there's none I interest to nor no one liked me. It is because its hard for me to fall in love but once I fall in love with you. I will love you for a long time. Im a kind of person who taking seriously about relationship. Everytime I in a relationship, I want to make it last. Its exhausted to get to know each other well over and over again. So, if I love you beware. Maybe you are in danger now.
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