Congratulations BINUS

nice to see you guys again. gosh! how i miss to see my blog.....

i just got 50% scholarship of Binus University. Thank God! (freaking out) dad, mom, brothers are supporting me for it. and i also exited to start writing my future. i am so so so happy. but i doesnt mean that i will stop to keep writing on my blog, i will keep writing and always do writing <3

I want to say "Congratulations BINUS UNIV, you guys just got an incredible STUDENT!"

a little story about the college test, so I went to Arya Duta Hotel only by my self. Long story, I never planned to sign at Binus University but my friend says that it doesnt matter to give a try. And I called my dad to give me some money so I can pay the form. After class, I straight go the representative of Binus University to took the form. I filled the form and the next day I gave it back to the representative. The test had 2 part, the first was the IQ test and the second was a kind like toefl test but with the standard of Binus University itself. I took International Relegions major but if you guys took dkv or architecture major or any kind of that you guys should had a drawing test (good luck for it!). 

The test satart at 9 am and end at 2 pm. So, I went to the church at night, its so unusual but totally fine. So I went alone and back home alone. 

Before I did my test, I texted the whole family, like really every family members got my text (dad mom brothers). At the first time, I thought they wont text me back because they were at the church at that time. But after a minutes later, my dad text me back, my brothers then my mom. Look how cute they are...

ohhhh... i have stuffs to do. catch you guys later..

see yaaa...

sincerely,

pingkan with G ;) 

XX

Looking for the Future

Its been a long time since last time I wrote in my blog and when I see the archive I am very surprise and said “its been 3 months?” I realized that I am really extremely busy nowadays. Im in senior year, its will be so much hard to face this whole year, but I think that sometime I have to spend time to relaxing myself. Cause I don’t want to stressed out till get frustrated. I have to take to refresh my mind, go hang out, chilling, and do the fun things that can make me feel more easy to face this senior year.

For my future plan (hahaha) I will go to college, take the international relation in diplomatic. And I will leave my home to catch my ambition or much people called dream. First thing first, I want to be a pilot since I was kid, and it never change till senior high school, but at the second grade on senior high school I use glasses, and it hurt me cause pilot should not use glasses. So I don’t have any plan to my college, I want take an international job. Second, I don’t want to take a job at government or civil servant, I interest with politic but when I see my dad being a civil servant its kinda we have to pretend for something when we join to politic. Third, my dad really want his child to be like him then he said to me that “how bout diplomat?” ive been thinking of it for a half years and I think its an good idea, I love it.

Im gonna have my college test at second day of December, pray for me. I wish I can pass this test well, I really want it and I will be work hard, study hard and also pray hard for it, I will do my best to catch it.

SIAPA LAGI?!

Emang kadang apa yang kita dapat ga seperti apa yang kita ingin, cuman satu hal yang harus diketahui Tuhan tau apa yang kita butuh. Seseorang boleh aja ga puas dengan apa yang punya, tapi cobalah bersyukur. Jangan pernah liat ke atas karena itu hanya bisa membuat kita lebih tidak puas dan semakin meninginkan sesuatu padahal sebenarnya itu ak perlu buat kehidupan kita.

Sebenanrya kepuasan menurut pandangan aku sih yaitu cuman kepuasan rohani dan jasmani. Rohaninya ya tentang iman kita, gimana cara iman kita bertumbuh dan berkemban. Untuk kepuasan jasmani buat aku simple aja, selama kebutuhan sehari-hari terpenuhi kenapa harus merasa gak puas tempat tinggal, makanan, pakaian, dan pendidikan itu udah lebih dari cukup kok.

Common, hidup itu ga perlu mewah. Ngapain bersaing dengan kekayaan. Mending kalo kita swemua punya berkat lebih kita sumbangin ke orang yang lebih butuh, masih banyak orang lebih membutuhkan disbandingkan kita. Hitung-hitung buat nabung pahala di akhirat nanti. Makanya mulai sekarang berhenti memikirkan untuk memperkaya diri sendiri dan mulailah memberi untuk orang lain, kalo bukan kita yag memberi siapa lagi??

omg!!! its ME

ORANGE SEN-SESSION

Just take a photoshoot with my friends and lets see how it look,:

check our preparation here...

lets start from behind the scene!!!!

AND THE RESULT IS ...................................

LIVE OUR LIFE

I’ve been think about something better for myself that I think I never ever made it, but when it took a long time to think, have a relaxing time and then refreshing my mind then I prayed to God, suddenly everything seems clear and I know how to face it. God gimme a way out but not a short cut.

Life must go on. Life just like when we on the stage. Look forward and wishing the best we et soon. Don’t look behind your past what you did (good or wrong) make the past is a motivation for your future.

I ever once feel so stupid (dumb exactly) because I just stop running because I had an awesome 2 years with someone and always think about him, wasting my time just for make myself tired with all the stuff. But when I realize that it’s really over and I waking up myself and see the brighter day with people around me I have a new experience and it’s more fun.

You guys should moving on and look forward. People in our past maybe staring in front of our life BUT everything is up to us, lets make it easy and still make it usual. Cause on day, we’ll get the most best person for our life.

Let’s start the new day with a new spirit, hope, and also new target for life. What we live for? A simple question that means big if you can answer. Sometimes we just dunno why we life and live, we dunnow what we wanna do, and how long we gonna live. There are a lot of people that wasting their time just for having a useless thing. But for people who are mature enough, they will use their time for a good thing that can make some good result for life. Live your life!

Fresh Fashion in Middle of July

Lets make a new look for the new grade.

BEFORE SCHOOL

1. Red Rock for Hangout

You can mix red tank top or choose ur own color and wear it with a casual skirt, for the skirt choose the dark one color (ex: black or brown). 

For the accessories you can wear a little thin bracelets made ​​of wood, choose the colorful color. It will make you look more cheerful.For the shoes, u can wear a sneaker and wear the same color like ur tank top.

Well, now you r ready to hang out with your girls, and get coffee at starbucks ;)

Red Rock ; Pingkan Putri Kenda

2. Old denim Style for College

for this one, wear a denim mini dress combined with a dark-colored heels with the dress exactly. accessories used for necklaces and bracelets from indigenous areas that are often found dipameran. You can also use the Harry Potter glasses, if you want.
Now you are ready to go to school with a first appearance in a new class;)

Old Denim Style ; Pingkan Putri Kenda

MY HANDSOME UNCLE JACK :')

Okay. Nice to see you guys again. i had a difficult week in may, after yudi's birthday and its bad to hear a news from my family. my loved handsome uncle was passed away (sunday, 27 may 2012). i really love him, hes the best uncle ever had. we loves him so much, but God much loves him.
surely, it is so hard for our family to accept that my uncle was gone to forever. but, everything is ok. Jesus made. He make all the thing are possible, and anything is beautiful in its time.

hes good guy, hes love his family, friendly. its just to short to have him in our life. but God know what the best for our life, and i am thank God for having him in our family life,.

Disney : Tangled Rapunzel

Tangled Ever After is a short film sequel of the 2010 filmTangled. The short is by Byron Howard and Nathan Greno who directed the original film. It premiered in theaters beforeBeauty and the Beast 3D on January 13, 2012. It aired onDisney Channel on March 23rd 2012.

 The short starts out with the film narrated by Eugene, similar to the first story, proclaiming dramatically that "This is the day my life ended". Rapunzel corrects him and he then admits that it was actually the best day of his life. Rapunzeland Eugene (Flynn Rider) are about to be married. The entire kingdom prepares for what Eugene and Rapunzel state is the biggest shindig the kingdom has ever seen and that everything was perfect and went as planned, except for two things: Eugene's nose once again not properly drawn and Pascal and Maximus losing their wedding rings.
The next scene shifts to a chapel, with the entire kingdom, including Rapunzel's parents, the thugs, and the Stabbington Brothers (in chains) attending; Pascal as the "flower girl" and Maximus as the "best man"; and Eugene awaiting Rapunzel's arrival. Rapunzel enters with her father leading her and wearing a beautiful wedding dress with a long veil representing her previous long hair. As the couple's marriage is officiated by a religious official, Maximus inhales one of Pascal's flowers and sneezes, causing them to lose the wedding rings. Images pops into their head of Eugene's and Rapunzel's surprised and horrified faces; the queenangered that they had lost her grandmother's wedding rings; a solider proclaiming that the kingdom is lost; and the kingdom in ensuing chaos that leads to an explosion that destroys everything.

The two then sneak out in pursuit of the rings to prevent their vision from happening. The two rings are separated in two parts of the kingdom and Maximus and Pascal decide to separate to find them before the ceremony ends. Pascal finds a ring in a punch bowl, but frightens the villagers who attempt to kill him, resulting in mass destruction of the dining preparations and Pascal's tounge stuck on an ice scuplture of the short thug dressed as Cupid, with the wedding ring on his tounge. Meanwhile, Maximus's pursuit leads to the incidental destruction of several commemorative booths selling dresses, shoes, makeup, and hats and resulting in his appearance being altered to that of a female horse, and being hit on by a male horse. He then finds the ring underneath a cart.

After he retrieves the ring, Pascal manages to separate himself from the ice sculpture, only to lose the wedding ring he found and cause a man to trip and land on the table with the ice sculpture. The ice sculpture hurdles into the air and lands on a cart Maximus is sitting on, causing him to hurdle into the air and lose the wedding ring he found as well. Using Rapunzel's and Eugene's wedding carriage, he chases after the ring but is hit by an arrray of frying pans. A group of servants that see the runaway carriage take it as a sign to release an enormous cage full of doves. Another servant takes this as a sign to release a bunch of floating lanterns that were suposed to be released in honour of Eugene's and Rapunzel's marriage. Pascal finds the other wedding ring in one of the numerous sky lanterns that Maximus just released, but unfortunately finds himself hundreds of feet above ground. Pascal slips and falls to the earth and the ring ends up in the talons of a dove. The wayward carriage hits the sidewalk and sends Maximus hurtling in the air where he lands on Rapunzel's and Eugene's banner. Maximus slips off the banner, tearing it down the middle and defacing poor Eugene's nose even further. Maximus lands on an enormous pyramid of wine barrels busting them all open, unleashing a flood throughout the kingdom streets. As Pascal lands in the street in the path of a torrent of wine, Maximus scoops him up and sprints off to escape from the flood. Up ahead, a startled cook fumbles with some utensils as he runs out of the way and accidentally sets an entire food cart ablaze, creating a fiery roadblock in their path. Thinking fast, Maximus jumps and grabs an overhanging banner rope and flings himself and Pascal into the air once again and they soar over the fire which is put out by the wine. Maximus hurls Pascal after the ring-toting dove, and although he misses, Pascal retrieves the ring with his tongue. The two fall into a building that makes and stores tar. They arrive just in time to deliver the rings, while shocking everyone by their grotesque appearances as the result of their chases for the rings. Eugene nervously takes the rings and exchanges them with Rapunzel, although neither of them can take their eyes off the haggard duo. Rapunzel and Eugene are married and everyone from the first film cheers. As Maximus and Pascal relax after the tiring chase for the rings, they accidentaly bump into the cart carrying the wedding cake, causing it to roll away towards the door. Just as the cake disappears down the hall, Eugene proclaims, "So, who wants a piece of cake?".

MY FRIDAY 25 MAY, 2012 MOMENT

Its 25 May in 2012. This is the H day that I always waiting for. I am a lil bit worried for this year. Yeah, i prepared all the gift 2 months, but it didnt mean that my gift will be the best gift. 

Okay, I will never give up to make it much better for every gift I give. 

I have 4 gifts for this year and all the gift I give him is so much special for my self. 

 First, DISTA. Dista is a bear. I got this bear 1 year ago with a hole in it back. I fixed it and I kept it together with me for one year more. I make a pink t-shirt, so dista can wear it where ever.. Udd, do you like the sentence on dista's t-shirt? "I <3 UDD"

DISTA BEAR WITH PINK T-SHIRT ;
 PINGKAN PUTRI KENDA

ME & DISTA ; PINGKAN PUTRI KENDA

Second, A SONG. Surely, I never sing and then record it. I think my voice not good enough. I can sing but I aint have a good voice. But i am really exited for sing this song. Hope you will enjoy the song :)

Third, YUDI WHOLE LIFE. Its all about yudi, some photos to introduce what he likes, what he do, his friends, crew Rejasq Squad, and his work Telkomsel. 

YUDI WHOLE LIFE

And the last one is SECRET. I am very sorry guys but the last gift is a very special thing for me and i just want only udd know what it is. 

HOW HE GOT MY GIFT?????

Udd, I am sorry for didnt give you a birthday cake. I know that your mom and dad are leaving manado, also you at your birthday will disappear. I just dont want you didnt blow birthday candles in front of me. I am so sorry udd. I go to your home and that right your not home. about an hour in front of your home, you still not home. then i go to Om Tos, i left your birthday gifts to him and tell him to give it to you if you home. to anticipate when he forgot to give it to you I send a text on your phone "Called Om Tos, meet him up If you Home. Thank you:)" Then I go home. I wish that i give your gifts directly, but nope.

The last gift, I will give it to you directly as soon as possible :)

ONCE AGAIN HAPPY  21 BDAY YUDI. LONG LIFE AND KEEP IN BLESSED. NO MATTER I LOVED YOU MOST <3

Fashion for a Week

Fashion for this week is "PARTY"

Some dresses from my wardrobe that I suggest to you girls..

1. Blue Elegant 

This blue dress is match to you girls if you want to go to night party, this dress have a soft and comfort to use. You will feel more confidence with it. The color will make you feel shining when you walk through the party, because the color is brighter. Try this one ;)

Pingkan Putri Kenda; Blue Elegant

2. Soft Brown Glamour

This brown dress is really cute for your body, make you looks really pretty. Look at the back of dress. You can wear this dress for a garden or weeding party with soft theme. Make you look like a beauty lady.

Use a brown glamour ring on your left hand and brown bracelet on your right hand, brown soft high heels on your foot. Last thing, do not be teased hair in the back, as it will cover the back of the dress makes you look more glamour. 

Pingkan Putri Kenda; Soft Brown Glamour

EASY or HARD

Love is not about there are two people in love each other, but love is just like one person is truly in love with someone all the way no matter what even though that someone will never know or never love back. There are 2 kind of LOVING for me first easy to fall in love and second hard to fall in love. 

1. Easy to fall in LOVE

    As we know boy is easy to fall in love, but the girls too. So lets talking bout why girls and why boys..

BOYS ; Yes, they looks like easy to fall in love. But not all the boys is like a bad boys do y guys think. Boys look like they change their girlfriend many times, but deep inside their heart - the boys have one and only girl that they dreaming of. They have some reasons why they doesnt with that girl (maybe its not to easy to say the reasons), or maybe that suppose to be and they have to.

GIRLS ; Not at all. Girl who have a boyfriend is really love her boyfriend. How about single? Dont talk to much bout this! Single girls doesnt mean they are available, haha. SINGLE GIRL IS HAVE A BOY THAT THEY WAITING FOR SO LONG!!!! And thats true ;)

RELATIONSHIP ; if you both is in a relationship easy and theres nothing process at the time it wont work! You will broke up easly..

2. Hard to fall in LOVE

 Simple, they love someone and dont want to move on. Dont want to leggo. Afraid to be in a relationship because they dont want to break up. But when they in love and in a relationship they will keep holding on to be long last...

Waiting for _____

Je t'aime

Sejujurnya menunggu orang itu salah satu hal yang paling membosankan bahkan mungkin kadang bisa bikin orang marah dan benci. Tapi kalo kita nunggunnya enjoy dan menikmati semua hal yang lewat pasti ga akan rasa lama banget nunggunya.

KALO NUNGGUIN ORANG YG KITA SAYANG, SAYANG BALIK AMA KITA??????

Wah ribet juga sih mau jelasinnya gimana, aku juga lagi nungguin orang (hahaha). Aku sih berprinsip bahwa sayang orang tulus aja ga perlu ngareping dia mau sayang kita balik atau enggak, kata orang-orang? aku ga peduli yang punya persaan aku kok malah mikirin orang lain terus kalo kamu emang bener sayang ama itu orang, show it! Tunjukin ke dia dan ke mereka semua kalo kamu emang bener sayang dia. 

Mungkin kamu bakal ngerasa nyesek atau mungkin sakit banget dada kamu. Tapi di balik semua itu kamu berdoa dong, doain orang yang kita sayang itu ga ada ruginya kok. Malahan itu akan menjadi berkat buat diri kita sendiri.

MOVE ON AJA DEH DARIPADA NUNGGU TERUS, BETE!!!!

Its up to you. But, TRY? Why not? Coba aja move on kali aja bisa lupain dia, iya kan? Tapi pertama pikir dulu motivasi kita buat move on (tujuan kita itu apa), terus kedua cari cowo yang emang bener-bener sayang dan serius buat pacaran (kalo cuman buat main-main mending nunggu deh itu malah bikin kita ngebandingin dia ama orang yg kita tunggu), yang ketiga dari diri kita sendiri buka hati lah buat orang itu (jangan manfaatin dia doang) Kalo udah berhasil yah syukur deh kamu berhasil (selamaaaattt!!!!!) Kalo ga berhasil udah ga usah dilanjutan daripada dia sama kamu yang sakit mending putus terus nunggu orang yang kamu sayang lagi. Move on itu ga segampang membalikan telapak tangan, so buat yang mikir mau move on pikir yang bener jangan cuman ngasal move on ke orang, ntar kamunya nyakitin orang lain cuman karena satu cowo yang bener-bener kamu sayang.

It is not work!!

Maybe it will be hurt you so much if you know that someone you waiting for so long like another girl, and you know the girl who he really like? But, have you ever say or tell him or show him maybe that you really love him so much? Its just like you must be mature to show him. Love is not just like you say, but you show that you love him really. So people can see not just him. People around you feel embarrassed or they say this to you "Hey, its like you run to him. You are girl not a boy. Grow up!" For me its alright A GIRL or A BOY.. Catch him girllsss!!!! 


I love someone, I got him, but now I lose him. I never show him that I love him, but when I try to show him slowly it works, but maybe its too late. He loves some one else, and I know the girl. Cute, sweet, its just like you want to cry and hug the girl when she's in front of you. But it is not her fault. He leave me. He said to me, 'learn how to leggo'. I ever try once to let him go, but it is not works. I broke up.. 


And i realize that maybe another time I can let you go udd not now. Just not now!

What LOVE is????

Love is an emotion of a strong affection and personal attachment. Love is also a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection —"the unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another". Love may also be described as actions towards others or oneself based on compassion, or as actions towards others based on affection.

In English, love refers to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from pleasure ("I loved that meal") to interpersonal attraction ("I love my partner"). "Love" may refer specifically to the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love, to the sexual love of eros, to the emotional closeness of familiallove, to the platonic love that defines friendship, or to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love. This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, compared to other emotional states.

Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.

Love may be understood as part of the survival instinct, a function to keep human beings together against menaces and to facilitate the continuation of the species.

Some Picture from My Casio-Exlime

PLAN - B : New Band on Stage

PLAN - B ; from left: Fadian Marru, Zuhdi Amir, Silvanetha Lesirollo, Pingkan  Putri Kenda, Andrew Harahap also Umar Pulukadang.

Get PLAN B video now: 
Get the video now its available, click this one:
http://www.4shared.com/video/pHulEcxs/PLAN_B_-_Trainwreck.html?


or maybe you want this one? its available too:
http://www.4shared.com/video/GCEVvwbq/PLAN_B_-_Seandainya.html?

When Easter Season has Come

happy easter for people. its great, Jesus was died for our sins guys...

this is some photo from my family when easter day ..

The Chibiest :D

Unclie Obed, Auntie Tete, Mommy, and Me

Mommy and Me

Unclie Obed, Auntie Tete, Cousin Naomi, Mommy, Me, and Unclie Jack

God is good all the way, He never forget to wake you up in the morning, He never leave you walk alone in the darkness and He will make a way for you when you seems to be no way. Because He loves you so much <3

White Wild Alone

Broke Up ?

we broke up

Why we broke up? Mungkin kadang kala kita tidak menyadari dengan apa arti dari kata putus. "Everytime you say hello, it will end with goodbye". Mungkin ada yang berkata atau pun berprinsip seperti itu. Tapi kalo untuk pingkan, putus itu dimana salah satu pasangan lagi butuh waktu untuk sendiri (its not mean i say "good bye").
Mungkin memang sakit buat putus, tapi ada alasan tersendiri juga kenapa pasangan kita minta putus. Tanpa sadar kita melakukan sesuatu yang salah dihadapan orang lain yang peduli dengan pasanganmu. Menjalin suatu hubungan itu ga segampang membalikkan telapak tangan. Harus ada kepercayaan dan toleransi serta kita juga perlu memakai logika pikiran kita. Pingkan ga mungkin mutusin orang tanpa alasan yang jelas, tapi kadang ada juga alasan yang sulit di bilang. Karena mungkin itu bakalan menyakitkan buat beberapa pihak yang bukan cuman mereka berdua aja.

skype hit me up !!!!!

Thanks for skype. Really I love skype!!! Much love for ma' beloved people whose meet me by skype :)

HAPPY CAKE DAY AUNTY ESY ♥

HAPPY CAKE DAY AUNTY \=D/

Keep healthy, keep strong, keep smile and keep beauty ;;)

Long-life, still blessed, and so on.

I wishes you all the best and surely I still keep praying for you and ur family (of course).

Still kind, calm, funny and pretty :)

How I miss to spend time with you, aunty. Take a dinner, talking, walking, laughing. I miss it. You are kind to me.

Once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE !!!!!

GOD SPEED. MISS YAAA, LOVE YAAA. XOXO ♥

Karoke Time with @elvscone11

I had so much fun with ma' classmate. I really in love with em'. We're just like a family. Laugh together, cry together, and sometimes we ignoring or mad to each other. But, thats why we looks so close like this.
Today is the last day on mid term week, I think we should hang out together to celebrate it. We go to karoke, 2 hours. GOSH!!! Really I love this moment ♥

We know each other well. There is no secret between us. Always giving support and solid :)

We do a lot of crazy things today, such as dancing together hahaha.. Lol, Cant you all imagine how crazy we are? Some of our classmate looks silence at class, but when we sing together like "Dynimte, On the Floor" Really LOL!!! 

The One That GOT AWAY :' )

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radio head
And on my 18th birthday we got that chain tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was dreaming you were my Johnny Cash
Never one, we got the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm longer your muse

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one

And in another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

Menyadari Kesalahanku

Memang sulit untuk mendapatkan orang sempurna di dunia ini untuk di cintai, tapi aku bukan mencari orang yang sempurna. Aku mencari orang yang baik untukku, nyaman di ajak bicara, tulus dan bertanggungjawab. Mungkin semua itu memang jauh dari kata sempurna. Tapi aku mencari kebahagiaan lewat caraku sendiri. Kebahagiaan untuk hidupku itu diciptakan oleh diriku sendiri. 
Aku sudah mendapatkan orang itu, orang yang ku maksud. Dia membuat ku berpikir lebih dewasa dalam setiap menghadapi masalah-masalah atau sebuah kegagalan. Dia layak seorang ayah, kakak, pacar, teman, bahkan musuh. Dia ingin membuatku mengenal dirinya lebih dalam agar disaat dia berubah menjadi musuhku aku tidak akan terkejut dan meninggalkannya. 
Mungkin waktu itu aku takut untuk kehilangannya, sehingga aku melakukan hal bodoh bahkan 2 kali. Aku tak tau seberapa besar dia menyanyangiku tapi yang aku tau dia menyanyangiku melebihi perasaanku padanya. Aku tau sesakit-sakitnya aku, dia merasakan hal yang paling menyakitkan dan AKU YANG TELAH MEMBUAT DIA MERASAKAN ITU. Sulit memang untuk memaafkan orang, apalagi orang itu telah menolak 2 kali. 
Sekarang semua itu sudah jauh berlalu dan sayangnya aku baru menyadari itu disaat dia sudah pergi berjalan menjauhiku...


SEMUA SALAHKU dan AKU MENYESALI ITU

Raguuuuu

Mungkin semua yang kita alami dalam hidup itu sulit dan nggak gampang. Tapi bisakah kita sedikit aja bersabar?
Padahal jika kita sedikit aja bersabar mungkin kita bisa lebih baik. Banyak orang di dunia yang gak sabaran. 
Semua yang kita alami itu punya suatu alasan, pastinya butuh proses panjang buat lewatin itu. But, be patient ajaaa.. everything its gonna run okay. 
Proses panjang yang memakan banyak waktu untuk beberapa kalangan orang mengatakan akan mendapatkan hasil yang nihil. Tapi gak semua proses panjang itu bakalan dapat hasil yang nihil. Semua itu tergantung bagaimana cara kita menghadapi dan menjalankan. Kalo kita jalanin itu dengan setengah-setengah, kita juga bakalan dapat hasil yang setengah-setengah.

Semua Sia-Sia -_-

Banyak waktu yang terbuang sia-sia. Tanpa disadari semua ini berlalu tanpa arti, tak memiliki makna yang seharusnya berhaga hilang entah kemana.. Setiap kali memikirkan bahwa semua yang sudah terjadi, ada rasa penyesalan yang dalam. 

Waktu yang terbuang tidak bisa kembali lagi. Semua yang telah diberikan tak berarti. Semua seharusnya berarti, tentang kasih sayang dan semua yang telah diberikan...

Mengenang kisah yang berakhir dengan tangisan. Tanpa ada kata BAHAGIA ..